Pammy loves sunshines

My circle of friends.

2011-08-28T15:36:00.002+08:00

To be honest,

I kinda admire those people that could hang out all the while.

I mean like the important thing is that they had countless friends.

*Not being exaggerating.

Yeah. Admiration!

For me, I had limited friends around me.

You can say that I am a lonely chick!

*Which is quite true.

I had been keeping this to myself.

And I had not spill it out to anyone.

I guess I do not know how to start.

Note that I am not being self pity okay.

Just telling out what I am feeling about certain issue.

Okay.

That about it?

Wheeheee. ;)

My future......

2011-08-28T00:31:00.003+08:00

Actually, do you really know what are you going to pursue next time?

Well, for me I am not quite sure.

The same old question from me : What are you going to be in future?

I had already asked my friends about it and I did not even know that i had already asked more than once. Aiks! Well, I guess what I really need is opinions.

I really do not know and I AM CONFUSE! :(

My dad ALWAYS, I mean it, ALWAYS. Always had to ask me what I want to study after my pre-U. The only answer I will give is I haven thought about it.

Seriously? Is that so important?

Well, maybe. Okay! Yes!

But I like things to run naturally. I hate to think about it.

What if the subject I chose doesn't suit me?

What if I next time I regret.

GAH!

One word!

CONFUSED!

O.O

Shall prepare for my mock now.......

Ciao.

;)

For the future purposes.

2011-08-15T00:34:00.003+08:00

I think I am crazy for updating 4 posts in just an hour.

My purpose is to not let my blog from lying dead. Like last time.

So I was actually preparing for the future.

Because I am having exams and I wouldn't have the time to update my blog.

Unless I am in a good mood. Which is very unlikely. ;)

Just for entertaining purposes!

Teehee.

Having a great start on monday!

No monday-blues!

;)

Siblings. They are the closest ones to you.

2011-08-15T00:14:00.002+08:00

Adrian is my one and only brother.

I think our relationship is quite close.

We can talked about almost everything in life.

From secrets to complainings! Everything!

Which I like that very much. ;)

Ta da! My sam pat brother.

*Trying out my nail polish =______=

And he thinks its cool! I was like oh my gawd! ._.

Although sometimes I will beh song him and be rude to him.

But I love him lots! :)

Cheeze.

;)

People we encounter in life.

2011-08-14T23:45:00.002+08:00

YEAP! and that goes to your friends!

Friends that surrounds you. They accompany through your every single moment in life.

Whether its happy, sad, dull or bored.

Trust me, you need them! :P

There are many more of the lovelies.

This is just those who I hang around with all these while.

Thanks dears! :)

Cherish them! They rock your life! :D

Chocolate expert eh?

2011-08-02T22:55:00.004+08:00

Roses are red and violets are blue,

Chocolates are brown,

and they are delicious!

I REALLY MEAN IT!

They are extremely yumm yummzz!

My cravings for chocolate is like I can eat a few bars of it.

Trying out different types of chocolate there is in my fridge.

I even tried the chili chocolate! *Yuck*

But my chocolate is the seahorse one.

I bet you had seen it. Heeee.

They are the best so far.

And and the brand Merci is also not bad.

It is dark chocolate and less fat!

Sometimes I think that I can be a chocolate expert. LOL!

Maybe perhaps one day I could create a better taste one.

Nah!

Just my personal thoughts.

;)

Shits lah! I still have my tests for tomorrow.

Gah! Still possessing the lazy habit!

Till then.

Toodles!

Lazy in nature.

2011-07-27T14:33:00.004+08:00

I really do not know why I am such a lazy bump.

Is it a LIBRA thing or its just plain me?

Or there is a lazy worm present in me?

Believe me, I do have the initiative to like plan what I want to study today.

I even have a schedule on which subject I should revise.

But trust me! Nothing had worked on me!

This picture totally describes me best!

The only thing I will put initiative to do is sleeping.

I woke up at 1 the usual time, and can also go back to sleep at maybe 3.

I do really think I am crazy sometimes!

You can call me the sleeping princess if you want to. Heh.

*Dont mind if you do. ;)

Urgh! Come to think of it. My sem break was a waste of time.

The only thing which is not waste of my time is WORKING!

Okay well! Actually it does.

But you are standing there doing nothing plus you get pay! *evil smiles*

*Hopefully, I can finish my econs by today!

Saying no to AGING! :(

2011-07-27T00:39:00.000+08:00

As I grow older,

I am actually kinda worry that what will become of me when I am in my 50s.

Okay! Maybe I am abit to paranoid. After all I am just 18.

Cheeze!

*Lots of questions popped into my mind.

Will I get a scholar? Can I get a job? How old am I going to marry? When I am giving to birth to my first child?

The most critical one is when will I die?

While working, standing there makes me thought of things that I never thought of when observing the people around me.

Will I look like her when I am that old?

Am I going to be that fat after my first birth?

The fact that I am worrying about my afterlife.

I am actually afraid of dying.

I will never know where will I go to.

Is it heaven or hell?

Who can I ask? ------ No one.

When my grandpa passed away, I was told that when people died,

they will suffer in pain because their soul are leaving their body.

This process hurts alot.

After listening to that, I really hope that I will not feel the pain when I died.

Cause I cant stand pain at all!!

Okay! I know I am useless. ;(

My promoter friend once asked me,

Since you are so afraid of pain, later on how are you gonna give birth?

I was shaking my shoulder and just smiling blindly.

OMG! Giving birth was the hardest thing in life!

But what to do, girls are always meant to suffered more than the guys.

It's an unfair world! I am telling you.

Sometime I do thought of it, why not have a change instead.

The guys undergo menstruation + give birth and the girls have penis. Heee.

Eeeee! Come to think of it its quite strange.

Lets just not mess with the Law of nature! :)

*winks*

;)

Lost connection.

2011-07-27T00:15:00.000+08:00

You know what?

Sometimes I do think we lost our lock and key connections.

Okay, maybe its just me. But I do take that seriously.

I know sometimes I can be a pain in the neck. Yelling, shouting, being unreasonable etc.

Thats just because I need you to care.

Care about my thoughts.

Know whats on my mind.

Be part of me.

I need you. :)

You have to know that,

sincerely from my heart,

I do love with all my heart. ;)

♥

I absolutely love saving! :)

2011-07-26T15:13:00.006+08:00

Its fake by the way.

Do you know why?

Because when i checked my account,

I was shocked to see that I only left

300!!!

OMG! =OOOO

ps. I think im gonna faint.

Seriously, I desperately need money. For what??

** For my wants and needs la.

For those who sure got loads of wants and need one ah,

sure will understand how I feel one. SOB!

That desperate feel!

Currently I am saving. At the same time, I am waiting for my pay also!

Once my salary is here, SHOPPING SPREE! :D

Of course, I will remember that I & <3 SAVINGS! Heh.

*Anyone would be kind enough to sponsor me? Cheeze! ;)

$.$

COLOURS! ;)

2011-07-25T02:03:00.002+08:00

Hmmm,

I wonder,

WHY MY BLOG CANT PUT ON THE FONT COLOUR?!

It just seems dull and black. Seriously, no coloured words. But that doesnt mean that I am living a colourless life.

Sometimes life maybe a dull one,

we just have to do something simple to colour up our live.

Try to live a more meaningful life.

And I know currently I am not.

Not everyone can afford the luxurious lifestyle,

the mani and pedi,

spa and thermal treatment, etc.

Sometimes even the smallest thing in life,

like having a MACDONALD ice-cream.

Could make you feel great.

Maybe not for everyone,

but for me definitely.

Small, simple deeds and hobbies,

goes a long way.

Font colours are usually applied to posts.

But have they really coloured up their life?

That I do not know.

As for me ---- a solid NO! :p

Watson Dramas!

2011-07-25T00:56:00.005+08:00

Watson, is where i work.

Inside that small little place, so many big issues are happening.

Well, I only tell my issue. So here goes!

My issue is to deal with the fat lady promoter.

OMG, she a pain in the neck! Do you know?

She always snatch my business!

WTH.

Okay, I know my Vaselin cant fight with Loreal one lah.

But she must also play fair one loh.

The customer which I serve,

she also snatch! =@

Nvm.

Kia'su people is like that one.

I forgive! :)

Heeee! Just pretending to smile! ;)

*Tried curling my hair today, its kinda successful tho.

Wheeeee~

Leg in pain!

2011-07-23T23:06:00.002+08:00

Did I mentioned that I have been working?

OH yeah! I did. But i only mention that i work but i did not mention from when to when, what time to what time and promoting for what brand.

NO right? I knew it.

Okay. I know no one cares about all this. But i feel like sharing it anyway. Freedom of expression man!

Actually I started working on June, which is promoting lifebuoy. 10 to 10. =O

The sales was really bad.

Urgh!

Plus the sales target was RM800 a day.

Now you tell me, is that CRAZY?!

July, was slightly better, also 10 to 10.

I am promoting vaselin, MEN!

Well,

I guess overall is okay.

*Dressed in blue, not a favoured colour.

Happy Birthday! :D

2011-07-21T22:03:00.003+08:00

Well. Tuesday was my favorite aunty's birthday.

I WISH YOU VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY! :D

She is my favourite aunty. I can say she is the best.

But its quite sad for me cause she is living in Germany.

Come back few months once.

;(

Perhaps she had no children and she love me and my bro just like her own children.

I like that! ;)

Since young, things that we want, she will always get it for us.

I guess that develops a bad habit for us.

ALWAYS ASKING HER TO BUY STUFFS. *evil smiles*

The middle one is her. :)

and of course the one in red is my uncle.

My family.

Where am i ?

The photographer lo. :(

Heh. I appear liao. :)

Anyway. How I wish that she could stay here for as long as possible.

Seems that its is a llllllllooooooooooooooooonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnggggggggggggg wish.

*Goodbye. Have safe trip. :)

Warnings from me!

2011-07-21T21:15:00.002+08:00

Have you ever bought sushi in Jusco?

Well duh. Everybody does. Dont worry, it quite safe except that your buying the late night extra discount sushi.

*Then your in trouble. --Like me! :)

Working actually does make you learn how to save your money. The whole day I only eat once.

Then at night asking mum to buy the UNAGI RICE for me.

It all started by the UNAGI RICE. *Seriously, I have to caps that.

Okay. That was my supper actually.

The next day I started getting symptoms of FOOD POISONING!

Oh my. Serious-nya.

I vomited twice leh.

Plus, fever.

Combo package!

Poor me.

;(

Eat what vomit what.

Life is hard.

So peeps,

did you learned my lesson.

No late night extra discounted sushi in JUSCO ya! :)

*This is the healthy tips from pammy pam.

Branded bags anyone?

2011-07-20T18:30:00.003+08:00

Nowadays,

You could see everyone, almost everyone I tell you, is holding a branded bag. From LV to longchamp every design every colour I also can named.

It may not be true, but this is what I observed during my working days.

And OH! Did I mentioned that I have been working. Heh!

Everyone like suddenly gone rich liao like that. But why not me?

Pity me. A schooling girl have to work on weekends. :(

I always been complaining to my aunt. You know what she say. She said those are AA goods.

Hah!

But at least they got a AA stuff that looks real.

Of course, if you bought an original. I will feel sorry for you. Hee.

Do you know why?

--- Use so much money to buy an original one, then let people say buy fake ones.

Owch! Heartpain!

But of course, LC is one of my favourites.
Of course not this plain design.

I want those with pictures on it.

**Anyone who is interested, can call me. Toll free. Yeehaaa~

A lil change in mind

2011-07-19T16:35:00.003+08:00

As far as i know, my wonderful blog was DEAD. Err, I think for quite sometimes. Since form four perhaps. I dont know what had came to my mind.

So i decided to revive my blog. Heh, not a bad idea ae?

I guess see-ing friends who have blogs that so amazingly attracted me, so here am i to start my blog again.

Although i may not produced the best article ae,

but it is my place to speak.

Long live freedom of speech! Hoorah!

*Ignore the last sentence. Teehee.

Long time no see, Anyong! =D

2009-11-02T20:32:00.000+08:00

Well,

My blog was dead ! Completely dead !

haha =)

2009-10-10T23:52:00.002+08:00

What did i do in the pass two months..
All i could recall is MAPLING everyday i guess..

Well, since i got the game..
Couldn't stop..
The fast lvling and stuffs.. LOL

Thats why i even very lazy to blog...
Msn also lazy to sign in..
Everytime on.. -- Maple...

Too bad... Quite lifeless actually...
But i couldn't control...
My bro is playin making me addicted to it...
LOL !

Sunny-love

2009-10-10T23:41:00.003+08:00

Its been quite some time dat i did not blog..
Well.. For two months.. LOL

Since the time that i got sick...
Because of running the field for 12 rounds non-stop.
And for not eating after dat...

Thx jansen for fetching me home..
Can't stand the chill when waiting for the bus..

Anyway .. Two months passed fast ..
With many things happen that i had not hav the feeling to blog..

Things still happening..
I dunno how to end it..
I wish i could had a talk with her...

In a mess now =/

Sunny-love

2009-08-24T17:57:00.004+08:00

Sweet-ness

The visions around you
Bring tears to your eyes
And all that surround you
Are secrets and lies
I'll be your strength
I'll give you hope
Keeping your faith when it's gone
The one you should call
Was standing here all along.

I've loved you forever
In lifetimes before
And I promise you never
Would you hurt anymore
I give you my word I give you my heart
This is a battle we've won
And with this vow
Forever has now begun...

Sunny-love

2009-08-24T17:36:00.002+08:00

School holidays

I dunno what i wanna do either..
except studying ..
~~~~~~~~~

BORING !
But i could just sneak out to pyramid..
for a movie,
shopping,
or just for a walk..
LOL !

Anything but home ~~

Sunny-love

2009-08-23T20:30:00.002+08:00

The truth hurts

I know...
I felt guilty after that..
Cause i saw something that i shouldn't see

I know i hurt you in a way..
Maybe im just too selfish..
I only care about me..
But in a way i wish to let you know what am i thinking...

I wish you could step into my heart
Cause you already let me step into yours...

2009-08-21T22:25:00.000+08:00

Just to tell you ~

I appreciate everything that you did for me...

I like it very much..

I will cherish it.. No matter what..

It was my sweetest memories....

Sunny-love

2009-08-20T17:20:00.000+08:00

Physical training =) ~ I love running !

What a wonderful workout...

I wish everyday were thursday..

I could let everything go

and enjoy the pleasures of training..

Hees ! x)

I know im abit weird...

Most of all i wish i could run...

thinking of someone i care the most...

thinking of my friends wonderful smiles...

I love running !

Sunny-love

2009-08-19T18:04:00.003+08:00

I want a camera !

I really wanna want a camera. Can't wait for my trip to Germany. Now aimming for one.
And saving money !! ><

sunny-love

2009-08-19T17:59:00.003+08:00

I love them <3

Mine is with the big eyes... Although my eyes are not big.. =)
Consist of all kind of ppl...
-Playful
-Crazy
-Serious
-Smart
-Artistic
-POTATO !!

Lol.. just crapping here ! Anyways... Hearts them !

sunny-love

2009-08-15T16:43:00.003+08:00

The risk is there ~~

You look like one..
But you told me you were not..
Don't denied it...
I knew you were..
No one will admit that..
--Especially someone like you--

I tried to think twice...
People around me are trying to give me a hint..
An advise..
A warning...
Non of them were good comments...

We are not really close friends..
In fact.. we are not close..
Since i dunno when,
we became friends..
And that doesn't change the way that i think of you...

sunny-love

2009-08-14T22:21:00.000+08:00

Stop nagging me !

I mean literally.. Just stop nagging me. I had enough !
Hey,
since you do not wanna believe me,
so why bothering nagging me...
That sucks !

You keep nagging me about nonsense..
I told you that im sick of it..
You just straight away gone mad.
Im just telling you the truth.
What do i feel....

I hate you sometimes..
You just simply get angry on me..
because of the liltle thing.

Nevermind...
Since your are not gonna believe,
so im tired of explaning...
Assume what you wanna assume !

I AM REALLY TIRED AND SICK OF YOU !!

Sunny-love

2009-08-09T22:55:00.003+08:00

Suddenly ?

Hmm... Lets just see what will happen tomorrow !

Do we have more things in common

or still............... =x

sunny-love

2009-08-09T22:33:00.003+08:00

Lost...

I feel so lost.....

Im afraid that..... Not gonna repeat the same mistakes anymore.

Im not the stupid girl that i used to be..

~ the soft-hearted girl and easily get cheated...

Not anymore...

But i lost my confidence in believing..

Loss my faith in love...

Wish to believe but juz something is pulling me back and reminding me.....

sunny-love

2009-08-09T22:32:00.002+08:00

Typing maniac !!

Addicted to it ady.....

Well, still a noob here. =/

sunny-love

2009-08-08T22:24:00.001+08:00

Dun ever step back.....

Everyone makes mistakes.

Especially love relationships.

It hurts ....

I dun wanna try or feel it again.

Being cheated once is enough.

Well, there's still a long way for me.

So the chances of me being cheated again is high.

Juz wanna prevent it....

To be smarter person.

Be a more cruel person.

Cut the soft hearted part.

I will cherish you if you treat me right ! =)

sunny-love

2009-08-06T21:28:00.003+08:00

Desperate for a camera...

I dun need DSLR or wat.. Juz a normal digital camera will do lah... I mean can let me bring here bring there den can ady lah. Most impoatant is capture pics ma.. So im gonna get in when i goin to Germany ! Woo hoo ~~~~

But currently aiming canon's camera.. Dunno which to choose... @_@...

sunny-love

2009-08-06T20:32:00.004+08:00

Tags ! =.=

abc'sShareRULES:Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to copy-paste this note, and answer all the questions. At the end, choose 10 people to be tagged - including the person who tagged you.

ABC About You Questions:

A - Available: Yup.

B - BIRTHDAY: Oct 5

C - CRUSHING ON: Curently no one... x.x

D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: Water?

E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: Anyone... As long as you pei he me..

F - FAVORITE SONG: Sad songs =D

G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS: Gummy bears!

H - HOMETOWN: KL... =.=

I- IN LOVE WITH: In love with monkeys and voodoos !

J - JUGGLE: I cant ! =(

K - KILLED SOMEONE: Like dats gonna happen...

L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: I dunno... probably 5 ? lol

M- MILKSHAKE FLAVOR: vanilla.. duh !

N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: one annoying younger brother!

O - ONE WISH: Always be happy =)

P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST: Zhi peng ?

R - REASON TO SMILE: Wish to have a happy day !

S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD: Taylor swift-crazier

T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: 5.50 pm

U - UNDERWEAR COLOR/PATTERN: You really wanna know?

V - VEGETABLE(S): Okay ! except bitter gourd ! Y~U~C~K

W - WORST HABIT: Over sensitive =/

X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD: Forgot ady loh

Y – YOYOS ARE: Okay lah ...

Z - ZODIAC : Libra... =) Happy and always the smiling ones ! OH yeah !

Random Questions
About YouSpell your name without vowels: erm... Pml .. lol?
What color do you wear most?: Black and white? or denim ?
Least favorite color?: two?
What are you listening to?: My friends ' advice or just follow my heart...
Are you happy with your life right now?: Totally yes ! Cause rainbow is here !
When do you start back at school/college?: Tomorrow
Less Favorite pair of shoes?: No ! I love all my shoes or sandals or whatever...
Where do you wish you were right now?: In school? With my crazy fellows....

THE CANS:
Can you dance?: Simply dance like babarians.. LOL
Can you tie a cherry stem with you mouth?: Huh?
Can you whistle?: I cant... Urgh !
Write with both hands?: Can! but it looks like 3 year-old handwriting.
Walk with your toes curled?: Why not?

THE DO'S:
Do you believe there is life on other planets?: Probably?
Do you believe in miracles?: It happens !
Do you believe in magic?: Cool !
Love at first sight?: No.. For me its just like 3 minute liking...
Do you believe in Satan?: Not really..
Do you believe in Santa?: I hope there is one... Present !
Do you know how to swim?: Of course
Do you like roller coasters?: It depends...
Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows?: Why not give it a try..

THE HAVES:
Have you ever been on a plane?: Yes !
Have you ever asked someone out?: Of course !
Have you ever been asked out by someone?: Erm.. depends on who ...
Have you ever been to the ocean?: Yup !
Have you ever painted your nails?: Oh please !

THE WHATS:
What is the temperature outside?: Its night time..
What radio station do you listen to?: Hitz.fm .. Woo hoo ~
What was the last restaurant you ate at?: Little taiwan?
What was the last thing you bought?: Pen?
What was the last thing on TV you watched?: Hong kong movie !

THE WHOS:
Who was the last person you IM'd? : Jia zhi?
Who was the last person you took a picture of?: Kimmy !
Who was the last person you said I love you to?: Im keeping my love...

CRYING SECTION:
Ever really cried your heart out?: Not really?
Ever cried yourself to sleep?: Yes...
Ever cried on your friend's shoulder?: Never tried it...
Ever cried over the opposite sex?: No...
Do you cry when you get an injury?: If pain then cry or shout lah .. Yoh !
Do certain songs make you cry?: One only..
Are you a happy person?: Happy person with down times as well
What can make you happy? : Be crazy with me and let me forget my pain !
Do you wish you were happier?: I hope so...
Can music make you happy?: Oh yesh ! Sugar !!!

LOVE SECTION.
How many times have you had your heart broken? : 1
Have you ever loved someone so much that you'd die for them?: Yes.

LOOK AT ME.
What is your current hair color? : black.
Current piercings?: Ear.
Have any tattoos? no!
Eye color: brownish black

IN A BOY/GIRL:
Favorite eye color: Originality lah..
Short or long hair: Short and spiky ! Duh !
Height: Taller than me at least one head or half ...
Best clothing: Smart wear with collar and half long sleeves ! @_@

HAVE YOU EVER
Been to jail: Never!
Laughed so hard you cried?: Oh ! many times !
Cried in school: Yes...
Thrown up in a store: No.. Experience it in a ferry! Hah !
Done something really stupid that you still laugh at today: Yea. Something embarassing !
Gone skinny dipping: Nope
Pepsi or Coke: Coke ?
McDonald's or Burger King: McDonald's !
Single or Group Dates: Single also can.. Group also can. No big! Its still a date after all
Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla better !
Strawberries or Blueberries: Strawberries
Meat or Veggies: Both.
TV or Movie: If no tv den how to watch movies? cinema ?
Guitar or Drums?: Drums !
Adidas or Nike: Adidas.
Chinese or Mexican: Mexican?
Cheerios or Corn Flakes: Corn Flakes
Cake or Pie: Cake !

******************** ended********************
1. Kimberly
2. Jialing
3. Hui Teng
4. Weng Ming
5. Ee Ying
6. Qi Hui
7. Hwei Hng
8. Ching Ying
9. Yet Jun
10.Yee teng

2009-08-01T21:16:00.001+08:00

Masquarade party !

Finally found my masks ! Phew... Do you know why i wanna go.. Okay firsly its because its a party.. and it requires a mask.. Second, party? so means... casual right? This was what i heard lah from my friends.. But because we are under KRS, so here comes the full-u.. ><'

Well, this was all grab from their blogs.. Damn sad lah.. Goin to own a camera soon !

2009-07-30T22:02:00.005+08:00

Masquerade party

LOOKING FOR MASKS !

Still looking.......................... =.="

sunny-love

2009-07-30T21:51:00.004+08:00

Heees ~

OMG ! I got my contact ady.. My mum dun wanna call her lah.. Make me wait for so long. @#@#$#$%%$ .. Nvm.. at least i got it ady...

Trafic duties... OMG.. I hate some of those drivers lah. They are so stubborn. Direct them to the right way they dun wan. And then we are the ones who got scolded. And those rich ppl ah.. driving those mercedes ah.. BMW ah.. So scare that their precious car would get srcatch. Dun drive such big car ma. Cause the parking lot is small and its hard for those big cars to reverse. And then when they cannot reverse their car.. we are the one who got scold... Anyways... BMW is sooooo nice !

Oh .. WE PUSHED A CAR ! the car is blocking the exit... Cool ! Experience !And i got darker after the duty! Shit !

sunny-love

2009-07-26T21:36:00.001+08:00

Potato family?

Pyramid hang outs... With desmond... tong yang.. weng ming.. chan hon ..chee keen... hui teng and kimmy.. Sorry jialing dat u couldn't come.. (sob). Anyways.. just like always.. movies .. hang outs.. and stuffs lah ..

Den they just came up with the family system cause i said that desmond looks like a father. To me lah. Because of his dressing style and face and size.. :D... then they juz sort it all out.. Like who is the big bro.. secong bro.. and so on... LOL...

AND DESMONS IS OUR DADDY ! POTATO DAD !

*no pictures are capture ! lol

sunny-love

2009-07-25T20:53:00.002+08:00

Setiausaha ?!

OMG lah ! I cant believe im the setiausaha. I mean... Can i handle it? Me? A secretary? Why? Maybe its my specs... Got the secretary feel. Haha ! I mean why me. I want ketua aktivity.... Sob ! Because im so fun-loving... crazy... ss... LOL ! Classics....

weng ming ! haha !

hui teng ! ( ketua aktiviti 09)

yip chee (ketua aktiviti 08)

jes cee !

celine !

Anyway... Its already a fact dat im a secretary. Nvm... no sad feelings. I hope i love my post. Hmm, secretary... But it will be very heavy lah cause i more poor in time manahement... poor in microsoft word... (noob leh).. poor in i dunno wat else.. LOL..

*Dun tell me how hard the job is.. I juz wanna do it well.. Juz tell me what i need to improve.. Dats all.

sunny-love

2009-07-24T20:31:00.001+08:00

Over sensitive ?

Maybe im being over sensitive. Or maybe not. I trust my feelings. Ihate when this happens. I dunno why i had to face the same problem every year.

I love you guys.

I wish you guys would be happy everyday.

I want to see you guys smile,

laugh,

syok-sendiri,

like the way it should be.

dun show me the look,

even when i did nothing wrong.

sunny-love

2009-07-20T00:33:00.001+08:00

Things are changing

Is it all things change for the best ? I dun quite know it. For something, its for the best. For another something, its for the worst. Mine ? Worst or best ? Im not sure.

Actually i love a happy atmosphere. Well, emo-ing is also a part of human nature but i love happy atmospheres. Seeing friends interacting and communicating with each other happily, it makes me happy too. Because your are part of it. And i would like to be part of it. I dislike the feeling about being the blur-est member on the group. Its like what you guys are talking about? Blur ~ I dunno a thing. And they will just like shake their heads or say i'll tell you later. I mean we are friends, aren't we? What so secretive about it ? Well, i understand, some secrets are meant to be secrets but... sometimes... GAH !

I can see a broken string.......

sunny-love

2009-07-15T21:47:00.002+08:00

Stupid specs ....

My contact had already expired and i now gotta buy new ones. Damn it, i have to wait for two weeks ? lol? Its quite long for me ! Seriously i wan my contact lens.. And now i have to wear back my dumb specs..... Argh ! And the stupid lady wont call us whether the contact is here..

Sorry im abit impatient .. LOLs ... Im blind once agn !

sunny-love

2009-07-14T00:03:00.001+08:00

Start a collection maybe?

Voodoo's .. They are just as cute as monkeys ! Maybe i should a collection on voodoos. So far i had only hav 2 voodoos.

But PAMMY STILL IN LOVE WITH MONKEYS !

sunny-love

2009-07-13T20:15:00.004+08:00

No more online ?!

My blog is like dying because of i cant online. Thats because i failed my add maths I dunno why dat day i damn hyper lah. Im very proud of failing my add maths. All my friends were like keep checking the paper for extra marks, see Mr Tee got mark wrongly. I was like sitting there laughing and smiling with my friends.

And because if my brother need to hav exams ~~ UPSR, so my parents restrict me from playing comp ady. So sad lah. That means i cannot blog... cannot maple ( LOL ).. Cannot do lots of stuffs lah... Damn sad..

And the worst part is my dad block my internet connections. Only he can unblocke me.. @#$%&%## ! Life is so unfair !

sunny-love

2009-07-11T23:50:00.002+08:00

Player that i want most !

IPOD NANO ! (nigahiga) LOL ! Anyway my aunt bought it. For the both of us... Its not officially mine yet but it will. Nyahaha ! Actually i wish to have a white one but the white one only have 2GB. And because of my aunt that requires a larger space. So she bought the 8GB one. Cool ! And after she bought the 8GB ipod. She kept complaining that she saw a 16 Gb one and she wanted to buy it because it is only cost (i dunno how much but its is only cost more than it about 60 bucks) LOL.

For me 8gb is more than enough. I hope so xP

2009-07-10T19:46:00.000+08:00

About : Problems ~

I DON'T FEEL LIKE GOING HOME ! Between me and my parents, its like there are barries between us. Its like we always argue and they are always scolding and shouting... I was like always show face when they are scolding me. I try not to but sometimes you just cant control it.

I just scolded by my dad because of onlining until 2 or 3 something. He suddenly woke up and i got busted. Damn it !!! Den i got scolded and force to switch off my comp. He like lecture and me and then juz keep on lecture and lecture. OH wait, it is not lecture.. HE IS SHOUTING AT ME ! Okay fine ! I damn bu shuang lah !

And then this morning.. Got scolded again ! Because i woke up late and let my stupid transport waiting... He was like ' HUH ? SLP LATE AND THEN WAKE UP LATE SOMEMORE. ONLINE UNTIL SO LATE ! NOW NEED PPL TO WAIT FOR YOU SO MORE ! FASTER LAH ! ' Blah blah blah ... Here we go again...

I know this kind of stuffs its kinda like so nothing. But if you got scolded for the same thing again and again.. You will definately feel like .. GOSH ! JUST GIVE ME A BREAK ! I cant stand it anymore !

sunny-love

2009-07-08T23:34:00.001+08:00

About : In love with monkeys !

Baby milo .. Muahx ! I noe this is so random... I dunno why. That day i damn emo lah.. Half of it was about my results and half of it was about personal stuffs. And then and then.. I went into this shop.. Its full of models lah.. And i saw these monkeys --- BABY MILO ... I dunno why and i suddenly cheered up.. They cheer me up ! Different models different style !

Plus they are soooooo cute. And i dun hav the shirt of baby milo. Damn !

sunny-love

2009-07-06T22:18:00.002+08:00

About: So near but far away....

Looking at you... Staring at you... Although we are standing near to each other but our hearts are so far way. Although we are talking to each other but our words are colder than ice. We belong to two different worlds. And that is our destiny.

sunny-love

2009-07-05T21:45:00.001+08:00

About : 3 days of suffering xD

I PASS MY EXAM !! LANS KOP PAMELA WAN people ! :D ... LOL.. ss-ing... And the best cadet girl .. LOL? Damn freaking weird lah.. I did not expect that. Anyway, im glad dat i finally passed the exam. For two years i had been attending this camp and got nothing home. NOOB right ? haha. But anyways i passed. Yay me !!!

The camp is not toturing lah actually. Its just dat everything also have to be FAST FAST FAST ! After breakfast... lunch... dinner also need to run.. i scare appendix ! Lol... And FYI... I did not bathe for two days.... Shhhh ! But the last day i got lah... I feel so dirty ! I miss my bathroom and bed VERY MUCH !

And hor... I damn proud of myself loh. I first time ran taman jaya non-stop for 13.33 minutes for two rounds. But i was late. Nvm, at least i can reach there when they are counting down... 10.. 9..8..7......... I damn happy loh ! Running non-stop !

Anyways.. grats for those who pass the test and grats to the new koperals =)

sunny-love

2009-07-03T17:00:00.003+08:00

About :

Packing my stuffs and getting ready to camp... I hope this time is not as suffering as those previous years. Really hoping to pass this time. If not, im a total failure. TeeHee C=

sunny-love

2009-07-03T16:13:00.002+08:00

About:

If only you were rally exist... If only you were here... If only you would become a reality... If only you were my guy... If only that was not a dream... If only..... =/

sunny-love

2009-07-03T15:59:00.002+08:00

About : Letting go

Cute pictures... I love them both.. Especially the teddy one ! Thats just so cute. Well, cute is cute... Face the fact that you had to let go...

sunny-love

2009-07-03T15:51:00.002+08:00

About: Flash back

This is it... I finally got over it. But is it there are only memories that left between us ? Sweet memories perhaps ? Or memories that are just sad and gloom ? I know i should hate you for being untruthful. I just cant help it. Memories will eventually filled up my mind...........

sunny-love

2009-07-03T15:35:00.004+08:00

About : River flows in you vs. Kiss the rain

I love river flows in you the most. The feelings... the melody... the tempo... everything ! Its just make the music goes well and soothing. As the music goes... memories will be flashed back... tears coming down... sweet memories... crying in the same time enjoying the beautiful melody.. The feeling is just so wonderful.. I cant describe it in words... =)

*sorry hui teng ! xP

sunny-love

2009-07-01T23:18:00.003+08:00

About: Rainbows everyday?

Don't you just love rainbows. I mean after the clouds are over. Everytime after the rain, im hoping to see rainbow. As in after the sad mood and stuffs, i would want a happy ending. Colourful ending !

sunny-love

2009-07-01T23:02:00.001+08:00

About : Libras babe !

Strengths: Social, fair-minded, cooperative, diplomatic, gracious.

Weaknesses: Indecisive, will carry a grudge, avoids confrontations, self-pity.

Charismatic marks: Attractive, graceful, medium build, no sharp features.

Likes: Harmony, sharing with others, gentleness, the outdoors.

Dislikes: Injustice, violence, conformity, and loudmouths.

Best environment: Any place that is beautiful where the company is harmonious. Very social and happiest doing things in the company of another.

sunny-love

2009-07-01T21:37:00.002+08:00

About : Expresion-less

Towards my results.. I have no more feelings ady. Except for chemistry. As for my other subjects, im totally rasa-less. Especially my BIO.. Its so embarassing lah. He juz read out my marks so loud and clear. And he read twice !

So embarassing lah.. Perhaps next time ?

sunny-love

2009-07-01T00:10:00.000+08:00

About : Cameron trip .. (pictures updated)

LOL ! This ridiculous+retarded look

Peace ! lol

There's this retard look again !

What is he doin ? LOL

I love this =)

sunny-love

2009-06-30T23:35:00.001+08:00

About : Tagged !

Tagged by Ee ying !
1. The person who tag you : Eeying
2. Your relationship with him/her is : friend
3. Your first impression of him/her is : quiet
4. The most memorable moments with he/she is : standard 6
5. The most memorable thing he/she has said to you is : Hello?
7. If he/she became your lover, what should he/she improve that : Haha =D
8. If he/she becomes your enemy, what will you do : feeling weird
9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be : Why?
10. The most desired things you want to do for him/her now is : Smiles
11. Your overall impression on him/her is : Quiet
12. The characteristic you hate most about yourself : Being tricked
13. The most ideal person you want to be is : Speak well
14. For people who care and love you, say something to them : Smiles =)
15. Pass this quiz to 10 people who want to know how they feel about you :
1. Jialing
2. Huiteng
3. Chingying
4. Celine
5. Yeeteng
6. Wenshin
7. Chanhon
8. Desmond
9. Hweihng
10. Munyee
16. Who is 6 having relationship with?Dunno?
17. Is 9 a male or a female?Female.
18. What is 2 studying at the moment?Arts
19. Who was the last person you had a chat with?Based on the 10 people I tagged: Chanhon
20. What kind of music does 8 like? RnB ?
21. Does 1 have any sibling?Yes.
22. Is 4 single?No
23. What is the surname of 5?Tee
24. What's the hobby of 3?Hanging out wif JM ?
25. Do 7 and 9 get along well?Probably not
26. Where is 10 studying at?CHS
27. Say something casual about your eyes :Single eyelid =(
28. Have you tried developing feelings for 2?Haha ! What can i say..
29. Where does 9 lives?No idea.
30. What colour does 4 like? Green?
31. Are 5 and 1 good friends?Yes
32. Does 2 like 7?As friends
33. How did you get to know 8?My class monitor yoh !
34. Does 3 have any pets?No
35. Is 7 the sexiest person in the world?Sexy ? is he ? haha
36. Are you sexy?Totally not !
37. What am i doing now?Bloging .. Duh !

sunny-love

2009-06-30T00:30:00.001+08:00

About :

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY !
Wish you had a pleasant day !

*Really hope you will.......

sunny-love

2009-06-29T22:19:00.005+08:00

About : Ahh.. some ppl juz hav talents !

~Drawings by chan hon

The drawings are so cute lah. Drawn by mouse. Talented. I could never draw well using a pencil.

sunny-love

2009-06-26T22:17:00.001+08:00

About : My dear !

Finally i can play maple ady.. But dats too bad.. Its not like those private server. Im used to private server ady. Now im poor n noob lah.

Literaly... POOR AND NOOB !

sunny-love

2009-06-25T21:10:00.005+08:00

About : Hottie alert !

I cant believe what im gonna say. Zac efron is sooooooo hot. I mean in that particular movie lah. 17 again. He so hot with him leather jacket... his beautiful car... the way he walks and shut his car... so dreamy !

I meant MIKE O DONELL ! Not real-life-zac efron .... OMG ! Real hottie in that movie. Never thought that it went out so well. Its like the movie was being edited. LOL. I used to think that he is a gay. And i dun fancy him. I fancy MIKE O DONELL !

sunny-love

2009-06-25T20:31:00.003+08:00

About: Just being lucky?

I really cant believe i pass my physics. I mean as in just pass. Im really expecting myself to fail physics. I really cant click with physics. No conncetion. 44 marks. For me its totally okay. Cause i passed ! Don't really expect much from physics.

As for my add maths. Its the same. And mr. tee is expecting half the class fail add maths. And i suppose that includes me as well ! Just waiting for it to come by ! FAIL !

sunny-love

2009-06-25T20:18:00.003+08:00

About:

He loves me. He hates me. He loves me. He hates me. He loves me. He hates me. He loves me. He hates me.............................................

Will he choose to love or to hate ?
Will i choose to love or to hate ?...........................

lol... Im just being random !

sunny-love

2009-06-25T01:16:00.005+08:00

About: My hardwork=0

All my stay up late.. burning midnight oil thingy is useless. I still cant do during exam. Even worst. I had no enery after staying up for too late. I felt slpy during exam. And my mind was blank. All those thing that i read.. GONE ! IM SO DOOM ! I dun care about my physics. Cause i know i probably gonna fail the paper this time. Too bad for me lah.

Feeling hopeless. Nvm. Next time is my time to score.
I guess.

sunny-love

2009-06-25T01:04:00.003+08:00

About: Never knew about it !

After the exam... My classmates was like planning to go cc. And they are like i dunno how many ppl go. About 10. I dunno. And at first i was planning to go but i lazy. I wished to sleep. And then jialing was like go lah.. vert fun one ! You will sure be addicted. And since i dun wanna to be lifeless as they said. LOL. So i go with them. My first time to cc. Wanted to play games.

OMG !! Damn syok. It like a bunch of ppl shouting here and there. The atmosphere damn nice and syok lah. Left4dead.. Im not good at zombies.. Play as a human is better for a noob beginner. LOL. But the zombies are cute... some fat fat one. As for CS, damn noob... Haven play then give ppl kill ady. And we were like.. HAR, SO FAST DIE ADY! WHAT HAPPENED !

But the main point is it was so much fun ! I wanna go again ! x) and i used up all my energy shouting. Feel so damn slpy and energy-less during tuition. zzZzZ !

sunny-love

2009-06-23T00:49:00.001+08:00

About: Exams=SHIT !

Exams for 3 days and then school holiday and then exams again. Why do our sch policy so sux. Anyways, exams. Real bad. It like damn tough lah. Especially add maths. But i din not say others are easy either, like physic, bio... Subjects that i dislike. Of course it is tough. As for physics, i really dunno why i cant connect with it. Its like we cant click ! I dun understand a single thing. Whatever lah... As for bio, memorizing... Boring ! And i din study well enough. Mid term was always the suckiest time for me. I meant exams.

My results like a ROLLER COASTER !
First term. Very nice.
Second term. SUX.
Third term. Up a lil. and the ending was not great.

Ahh... who cares.. im still PAM PAM !

sunny-love

2009-06-20T13:17:00.002+08:00

About: Jumble ups !

First thing first.. MY AUNT IS BACK ! Which means more shopping spreeeeee. And= more padini= clothings. totes, shoes.......... I wanted to shout. I can't wait to go padini again with the 40% discount on almost everything. Syok isn't it ..... And i cant wait to go with jialingzz. Crazy shoppers...

Next thing is i went Cameron. Uhhh.. cameron is so boring. Nothing much but i dunno why there are still so many ppl. Maybe is because the weather.. Chills... And i bought strawberries. Sorry kim, for not bringing it to school. Yiks !

And then it was the school holidays... Watched movies.. hang outs loh... Studys loh.... Ntg much actually. Nyahaha... Jialing.. i watched monster vs alien ady and night in the mesuem II.... I dunno dunno why they bought 3D for monster vs alien. Not syok at all. Booo !

And and.... After all the persueing and argueing... My mum finally agrees to buy contact lens for me. Ohh, suddenly i felt that the world is beautiful.. and and i cant believe that im wearing contact lens. I mean when im wearing it the 1st time lah. Being random again... And i need not to wear glasses to sch or hanging outs. No more blur visions. =) . THX MUM !! =D

2009-06-20T13:13:00.002+08:00

About:

I dun quite know how long i had not been blogging. Since the 2 weeks school holidays perhaps. I mean before school holidays. But when i wish to update, my com isn't on. But when my com is on, i forgot what i wanna blog about. Wondering what i wanna blog............

Sunny=rainy=rainbow ?? Juz being random. Woohooo...

Sunny-love

2009-06-19T20:09:00.001+08:00

About : Purse hunting

I seriously dunno why you wanna chg ur lovely purse loh. Its so beautiful. Its has a love infront of it and i seriously love it lots lots. Its really nice. *But i know i bought one too. Hehs! Anyways its ur way long present. And i know i had owe you since last year. LOL. Dats quite long.

Too bad. Search everywhere also dun hav any nice purses. Actually nice purses that ppl bought.. I really dunno whr they bought it. To me, nice purses are hard to find. Ppl just found it easily. But who cares about the darn brand.. nice then can ady. Even brandless stuffs. =]

Glad you had your present. I owe you way too long. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY GIRL ! WAY BELATED !

sunny-love

2009-06-13T00:28:00.002+08:00

About: Cut it out !

Do you know sometimes your just so annoying ?! I dunno why you can get so emotional. You can just simple scold me or just angry. Why ? This just makes me hates you even more. Just admit that you are jealous. You feel left out cause im not spending time with you. But you are always and she is not. She not living here. So wats wrong that i spent more time with her than you. Stop nagging me ! You are just like a volcano. I dun even know when you are happy or sad or even angry. I just know that you always scold me. I hate being scold. I did ntg wrong !

sunny-love

2009-06-04T16:42:00.003+08:00

About : STOP !

I suddenly realize that i had so many emo post. Well not that many lah but for me kinda many cause my friends say they cant imagine me emo or serious. OMG ! My face is seriously had something to do with it. LOL. But really gotta stop posting emo post i guess.

Oh and i found so many pictures and i juz feel like posting. Im abit too off. Ciaos !

sunny-love

2009-06-04T12:46:00.005+08:00

About: Lost confidence

Can i be just like the girl ? Sitting in the middle of the road, talking on the phone, staring at the sky. Just giving up on something, someone. After what had happened, i couldn't regain my self-confidence. Not to mention my love-confidence. I had no longer hoping for another love to come around. I had no confidence in my next relationship. I am nothing now!

But, i still got people who appreciates me. Ahh, the earth is still moving and that means life is still goin on. I should start continue walking with a smile.

Sunny-love

n

2009-06-04T12:20:00.005+08:00

About: Fact the fact dreamer !

Its hard to face the fact. Isn't it ? I dunno why i juz cant get over it. I juz cant get over why am i always the loser and you will always be the winner. And i have to bear the pain myself and you do nothing and enjoy your stupid life. Until now i know. I finally know. Is not because im always the loser. Its because that i had not seen everything about you. I had made mistakes. And you, i bet you would not care a single thing. For you its easy. Just a simple goodbye and everythings over. For such heartless person, you are the loser. I am not the winner either but i definately know that i would not simply break the hearts of people who love me. I always wonder why i must bear the pains. Im such an idoit. I bear the pains willingly. Im the one who does not learn how to let go. I want to be free again. Of course there are only memories between you and me and no other things. Now, im telling the world that im letting go. And i want you to know that im letting go on you too !

sunny-love

2009-06-04T12:06:00.005+08:00

About :What are you? some kind of dog-ish ?

Did i offended you or something ?If yes. Please do tell and i will shut my damn mouth. What wrongs did i do ? Why u can treat me this way and i cant? Its not fair. You do not have the rights to break my heart. But in the other way i do have the rights to break yours. Why do you cheat me ? You had cheated me from the beginning. OMG, and i cant believe i trusted you. Shit asshole fcuk you. And hell yea, your an ugly dog. More than ugly ones.

2009-06-02T14:24:00.003+08:00

About: I need my connection !

I had a new com but its totally useless. Connection-less. All i can do is load songs from my handphone to my com. And i had to use my bro com and fight with him. Argh ! Plus my aunt is coming back next week and i had to wait another weeks. OMG ! But lucky me, i got a great com i guess. Too bad its not Dell. Urgh !!!!!!!

sunny-love

2009-06-02T14:19:00.004+08:00

About: Just addicted to totes

Im a typical shoppaholic but not that serious type. Its just a tinsy winsy crazy over shopping. Crazy over clothes.. crazy over sandals or crazy over bags/totes. But for now clothes and stuffs dont really matters. I love totes. Wherever i go, if there are bags and totes, i mean cute and beautiful ones of course. I will go crazy. Its tempting. But im not the one who is paying, just touch and no buying. Mummy, please !

*look at those bags. Just wanna grab them'all

sunny-love

2009-05-29T23:33:00.000+08:00

About: No more shopping for now pls

I dunno wat did i spent. Im actually kinda broke. Not cham than jialing lah. That one really broke ady one. But who cares, shopping is my pleasure. Need to save money now.

sunny-love

2009-05-29T20:34:00.001+08:00

About: Bye byes

Shit shit shit shit shit shit....................................................... I can kiss my bm and sej goodbye ady .... Im totally kissing it goodbye tot it..

2009-05-26T16:26:00.004+08:00

About: Its coming !

Exams here. And our school's exam policy damn stupid. Always before and after the holidays. So we cant enjoy our holidays. Stupid policy. Plus i cant hang out with my friends but after the exams im definately hanging out with i dunno. Just have fun. But now let's get serious people.

Exams!!!

sunny-love

2009-05-26T16:10:00.001+08:00

About: Prepare to fail...

Shit lah. Tomorrow's exam. I haven even prepare anything except BM and sej. But all i could manage to do is sleeping while studying. I kept on yawning untill tears came out. Boredum ! Totally sicko ! Anyways, my maths is kinda doom. Because i think add maths is pretty much easier than maths. Except log.

*Im prepared to fail maths this time.

sunny-love

2009-05-26T16:01:00.003+08:00

About : Im loving it =)

4s10 is the cutest class ever.. Im totally indulge in the crazyness of this class. And now i feel like a member in this class.. YOH ! And today was my craziest day in s10. Nahahaha ! Happy hour before exam. Cool !

*the most adorable class. QQ !

sunny-love

2009-05-26T15:49:00.001+08:00

About: The sun is beautiful right ?

Yeah i know. Isn't it a gorgeous shot. The moment i saw this picture i could resist. The sun is damn beautiful. You so beautiful.. so damn beautiful... LOL. Anyways, i dun think i can snap this kind of picture myself. Its not that im not capable, its just that m'sia just dun have this kind of scenery i guess except on the mountain. Who cares lah. As long as the sun is always with me. Woohooo !

sunny-love

2009-05-26T15:43:00.002+08:00

About: Still hoping for miracle

Actually i was still hoping for miracle. I was hoping for something that would never happen. But im still hoping that i would came true. I wish i could get an explanation. Reasonable explanation. Let me know what was on your mind back then. Im afraid that i will get my hopes up high. But hoping for it to come true is the only things that i can do.

*Hope that the dream will come true. *_*

sunny-love

2009-05-26T15:26:00.003+08:00

About: Hoping for a dog x)

Desperately wished for a dog you know. A cuddly dog. A furry dog. And a not too big-size dog. The kind of dog that can understands you in a way. When im sad i could cry on it and when im happy i could share the joy with it. And there will be someone that accompany you all the time. Its like a second best friend.

*But too bad, my parents dun agree on that.

sunny-love

2009-05-24T16:14:00.000+08:00

About: Studying? Oh no.

Went to the library. With jialing. Deng deng deng. And i know i couldn't study. Haha. So at first we were very concentrate. Studying the bored old sej. But half way through, we became from reading this

to this

LOL. Its not really wasting time lah but its a library. You can read whatever you want right ? Plus sej is so boring. I wonder who created this subject. @#$%&#%@&

sunny-love

2009-05-24T15:14:00.000+08:00

About: Funny?

What does this picture means? Why people who sees it says its funny? I dun really get it. Looking at it for so long. Nah ! I give up !

-Love at the end of cupid's arrow ??

sunny-love

2009-05-20T14:58:00.000+08:00

About: Free again ?

To be free again. That is what i want. I mean in the sense of clearing my mind. Now im getting to a more enjoyable life. My dark clouds are gone. Nearly gone. And i know rainbow is coming. But im not sure when. When is my rainbow coming ? Waiting here.... I just wish i could be happy all the time. But in the actual fact, im always. And im happy that im happy. Smiles. Its a simple thing, just like bubblegum bubbles.. that can bring such joy =)

*Throw away all the worries.

sunny-love

2009-05-17T12:59:00.004+08:00

About: Am i dat ke siao ?

NO !! I do not laugh alot loh. Just some simple laugh. Hahaha.. and stuffs. I dun wanna be a siao girl. My classmate says i laugh alot. NO ! But luckily got a girl laugh lots too. But i think she's more serious than me. What to do ? I have so many crazy friends and they made me laugh like hell. Seriously. I gotta reduce it. I gotta cut my laugh to lower limits. Im too off the limits. It feels like im laughing every sec. So tell me stop laughing when im laughing non-stop.

*not completely no laughing type lah. Just stop me when im too over.LOL.

sunny-love

2009-05-17T12:31:00.002+08:00

About: Smiles =)

Every morning i look at you and smile.

sunny-love

2009-05-17T00:52:00.004+08:00

About: Ready. Go. Shoot

Im kinda bored. Feel like playing darts. Feel like shooting it to that jackass. But why waste colourful darts on dat particular thing. Anyways, wish to achieve my target on beating someone during exam. Aim and shoot. I just wish dat im lucky enough to beat the person that i had aimed. If not i would really kill myself. My first term sucks like hell. Everything just went bad.

*I aimed you !! Hees.

sunny-love

2009-05-17T00:27:00.005+08:00

About: Time to face the books...

Omg, the highlighters are so cute. Specially post it. The subjects like monsters ..!
The subjects such as monsters ..you can not escape the test and study is just the one way. So take the book and start reading it.

It reminds me of bio. Boring. But i totally love the circle and the ring= heart. Nice shot wey. Anyway, back to the business, Study hard ya'll !!

I heart books ! Lol

sunny-love

2009-05-16T23:46:00.002+08:00

About: Fly like a birdy

Weeee.. If could fly.. if i could reach the sky... LOL. But i really wanna fly. Fly to place that nobody knows me and start a new life. I know fly sounds hilliarious but i seriously wanna try flying. Perhaps i will try sky diving.

*Cant wait for my trip to Germany. Jialing lets have winter shopping !

2009-05-16T23:13:00.004+08:00

About: Not fragile anymore =)

Smiles. Smiles. Smiles. Smiles. Smiles. Smiles. Smiles. Smiles. Smiles. Smiles. Smiles. Smiles. And im gonna type it a million times if i had the time. S.M.I.L.E. pamela. Smile.

It was only a sunny smile and it made a big difference. An innocent smile of course. An innocent lil kid's smile. It warmth my heart and i love to see kid's smile. You just feel like smiling when you see them smile. White teeth, happy face saying "let's play". Omg, i feel like pinching his cheeks.

sunny-love

2009-05-16T22:47:00.004+08:00

About: Shoosh !!

Go away pain !! Go away.. leave me alone !! Nah, forget about that, just being sad. But i suddenly realized that i had so many emo post. Dark clouds are gonna go away and im pretty sure rainbow is coming. Although i dun quite know when my rainbow will come. Or will it ever come ? I dun know. But depression had to go away. So imma posting my happy stuffs.

Wait. Do i even have happy stuffs ? Let me think.. YEA I DO HAVE !!!
- merah perkhemahan. I got help out loh.
- sports day ? With kimmy. Ups and downs.
- Domino's with kim and hui teng. Sad stuffs again.
- huiteng's birthday ? Din really celebrate with her.
- Fooling around in 7-eleven ? Crazy.
- Teacher's day ? duty perhaps. Chatting and stuffs.
- Activity.. kinda boring. Game-less.
- and and.. most of time im hanging around with jialing. My ideal high-kei partner. =D

Well, it may seems like not so happy and stuffs but as long as im occupied. Im mind-less (no need to think of stuffs). And im sure there are many happy things in life waiting me to explore. And by the time, im fully-recovered P.A.M.E.L.A. =)

sunny-love

2009-05-16T22:30:00.004+08:00

About: Will you keep walking with me ?

I know im bad. I know im not a good companion. I know it all. But since it comes from you i just couldn't believe it and i just couldn't let it go. I just wish some day you would hurt me in a harsh way. Just tell me that im ugly, im useless, im short, im stupid or whatever. Just hurt me with all the things that you thought of me. I just want you to hurt me in a sincere way. That you really
thought of me this way. The ugly way. Will you ever tell me the truth that why you are leaving things dangling half way like this. Sometimes i just wish i dun know you at all. I dun blame you. I just blame myself for being such a kiddo. A stupid girl with stupid thoughts.

*I just wish everything will back to its original state. I wanna smile again. No more sorrows !

sunny-love

2009-05-13T21:52:00.005+08:00

About: The sun rays in my heart

Feel the warmth in my heart. I love sunshines and sun rays. I fell in love with the sun. I love sunny days. The sun just make me feel warm and happy. Kiss the sun babe ! Im gonna be alright. and jialing, im not gonna emo ady. Im gonna walk myself out of this misery and smile again. Smiles. Oh gosh, im really addicted to this word.. Smiles !!

*to her.. you know you can do it. Make your life full of life !!

sunny-love

2009-05-13T21:37:00.003+08:00

About: Its raining hot guys !!

To be honest.. sometimes i dun really know that catholic actually have hot guys.. Its rare you know. and i always complain that catholic dun hav hot guys. Actually they have. Just dat you gotta explore slowly by urself and eventually you will get to see them. Omg, i saw one during form 2 dat time and this year another one. Totally gorgeous and hot loh. No doubt. The feeling is that when you saw them you just wanna tell everyone that they are hot. Totally HOT. Well till now i only saw 2 hot guys. OK lah, yours are counted.. He's hot lah.

"the oh so hot guys" im addicted ady lah. =P

sunny-love